Everyday Thoughts

Hello

Dearie Blog,

Mundane
Somewhat, mundane. I should look forward to something. But it seems to me that nothing much is interesting anymore. Just goals to achieve and achieving that. I wonder if the satisfaction is as great as I once step into the plan, once so determined to reach for the stars?
Or perhaps, I'm just meekly satisfied right now? lol.

Gosh- I'm so hard to please. Too much or too little of anything makes me edgy and jumpy. Lol. Must learn to control wants.

Okay- think good thoughts:

1) Friends catching up one by one. Wow..wedding bells and buying house and having little mini friends.... I can't wait to go home and see all these changes. It's as if I'm living in a crystal box, frozen in time and just watching life speed by back home. How do I feel about it? Quite excited, really.

2) I lost my organizer. :( Very unhappy about it. It's because I feel so unorganized now. My acc, my details, my planner, my time table, my appointments, my dreams, my to-do list, my to-buy list, ....agg. It's just frustrating. I need that organizer. Maybe one day, I should buy myself a palm pilot. Knowing that I cannot live without an organizer and been living with one since ......my teenage years.

3) Mm..for starters...at least plan for this 2 week holiday. What do I do? What should I do? What do I want to do?

Ok- late for work.
Oh yea, been reading this HILARIOUS- very funny book. Maybe, I shall write a short summary on it. Sometimes, I embarass myself by laughing out loud in the bus..lol.

Cheers.

posted by Songie @ 2:39 PM